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282# the end is the beginnin'

Apr. 4th, 2011 | 12:33 am
mood: calmcalm

for some reason the title reminds me of human centipede. YUCKS!
i wan' go travel!
actually i kinda wan' go on mission trip.
seein' rach yst actually struck a cord w me.
i wan' be there and experience first hand.

actually i wan' go shoppin' too..
but DANG! exams are like in less than 3wks!
eh no, actually abt 3wks and i got crazy load to catch up.
this sucks!

it seems like i've changed, not for the better but for worse.
N said it's gettin' tirin' because i'm not doin' what i knoe is right.
mayb i've just been runnin' away frm tough decisions but i knoe i can run away forever.
i really gotta start somewhr and what best to do than to let go of evrythg that i've been holdin' on to so far?
the msg 'came' and it's to let go of evrythg, so evn if it's the hardest thg to do so far, i've gotta just follow thru' and believe in Him.
if twas meant to be, i will find my way back to the ppl, the thgs and the feelings.
 
needa eat.

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Apr. 4th, 2011 | 06:53 am

 Joke! Just whn i wan' take a break frm this place, there's a mobile version of it.
Still, it won't change my decision.
Followin' twitter and fb, this is the final one.
I cld still fondly recall how tdidi unknowingly commented on how the username must be a "bad person" judgin' frm the username.
The username actually has a more positive meanin' for me but it neednt matter to others.
This place has served me well.
Times whn i HAD to HUP, times whn i had to act stronger than i really am, this is whr i'd seek as a refuge but i've found another, and it really is time to move on.
I prolly wld still be back to check on the je comms but that'll be more or less abt it.
Smiles ((:

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